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“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired.”

Tick Tock, Tick Tock



Watch the hands on the clock.



Tick Tock, Tick Tock



Everynight while I lay in bed.



Tick Tock, Tick Tock



Ran out of time now I'm dead.

Lester Bangs: Aw, man. You made friends with them. See, friendship is the booze they feed you. They want you to get drunk on feeling like you belong.

William Miller: Well, it was fun.

Lester Bangs: They make you feel cool. And hey. I met you. You are not cool.

William Miller: I know. Even when I thought I was, I knew I wasn't.

Lester Bangs: That's because we're uncool. And while women will always be a problem for us, most of the great art in the world is about that very same problem. Good-looking people don't have any spine. Their art never lasts. They get the girls, but we're smarter.

William Miller: I can really see that now.

Lester Bangs: Yeah, great art is about conflict and pain and guilt and longing and love disguised as sex, and sex disguised as love... and let's face it, you got a big head start.

William Miller: I'm glad you were home.

Lester Bangs: I'm always home. I'm uncool.

William Miller: Me too!

Lester Bangs: The only true currency in this bankrupt world is what we share with someone else when we're uncool.

William Miller: I feel better.

Lester Bangs: My advice to you. I know you think those guys are your friends. You wanna be a true friend to them? Be honest, and unmerciful.

There are moments in life when I worry,



I'm not yours and you are not mine.



But I don't want to share you.



But I don't want to be caged.



Double standard? yes.





I'm not one for affection, for "PDA", for love,

But sometimes I feel that tinge of loneliness and i fight the urge to give into it.





I fight you for you don't belong to me, and you will never let yourself be mine.



So why care?

Sometimes its just better to be with someone without being with someone.

So by far, I have had bad days in high school.



Days that just blew.



But TODAY by far was probably the worst.



Now it was not due to something petty like friend ship or something stupid like drama.



Everything i had worked for 6 months was pointless, When i found out I didn't get accept into something I really really wanted.



Now in retrospect this won't matter in the future, but it does now.



And it just really sucks when half of your class got accept and not you.



You just feel like a loser ( a loser among super smart people but still a loser) It just sucks.



Guess I'm just really upset right now Be crying... It just sucks



I'll get over it eventually. :\

YOu must watch this... Its funny as hell.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjXSeVzaCGI&annotation_id=annotation_420344&feature=iv

I don't like when people are rude online.

Like what is the point of that?



Winning an argument over the internet is like winning the special Olympics, even if you win you are still a retard.



Get a life.

Someone make me not hate tomorrow.

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Oceanne
12:32 Feb 14 2011

Why would it take someone else?

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Sometimes life just fucking sucks.

Maybe you're right, I guess I'm just a depressing person.





But You're a fuck ass so who cares?

I think sometimes you realize you will never stop loving someone but you can stop trying to get them to be who you need/want them to be.



When that time comes you move on with your life you get a little older and the world seems a little more realistic.



There are no story book endings in life because Life is real, and that just sucks.



But what doesn't kill us makes us strong right?



I guess.

So I was like

"You're such a Fuck ass"



and they were like

"Suck a fuck"



So I said to them

"Doctor I think I'm a homosexual"



And they say

"why"



And I go

-opens mouth and throws up- "RAINBOW!"



yhen we all laugh.

Once upon a time,



Life began and then people tired to live.

There is a Little green monster inside me.



He feeds upon the jealousy I feel for people.



The emotions I crave from from you.



I had a bf he was great, but his greatness wasn't for me. But I miss the attention he gave me.



I'm not sure really.



I liked the idea of him.



I miss that attention I miss someone loving me.

It was nice I must admit, To be admired by people. I try to act modest, it's not that hard but sometimes I just wanna be like "yes I know im amazing date me ;)"



hahahaha.



I talk to myself to much.



Instead Of getting a bf I spend most of my time drawing or doing my work, playing with my hamster (he is very cute). But going out with people is alot of trouble not sure its worth it.

"There is a theory which states that if ever anybody discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened."

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moonkissed
05:51 Feb 01 2011

Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy.

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If I actually cared about this site and the people on it I would rate back.



But your petty Numbers don't mean much to mean I have the page the way I like it.





sorry If I don't put a lot of useless SHIT on it like most people.



Like I really what to know what your favorite food is or That your not a virgin.



Pardon my lack of not giving a shit.

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moonkissed
05:23 Feb 01 2011

You have such a way with words sweetie.

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InsanityHasPigtails
05:24 Feb 01 2011

It has so many Errors xD I want to go back and Fix it but I don't feel like it.

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moonkissed
05:48 Feb 01 2011

Meh, don't bother...hehe

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